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07 January 2009 @ 06:54 pm
Another one of those meme things  
Taken from diluted_thought. I found this extremely entertaining to do. I get to elaborate my answers and well, if you know me by now, you'll understand that I do like talking about myself lately because isn't that the purpose of having a blog? Exposing the public domain, if not the world at large, of your constant narcissism and tasteless jargon of nonsense?

10 Things You Wish You Could Say To Ten Different People Right Now

  • Please do not feed me those hotdogs with corn inside them. They’re disgusting. 
  • I’ve loved you so much that the ache hardly disappeared even when I settled being ‘just friends’ with you. You’re the one that got away. I know this seems like I put you on a pedestal but that’ exactly how it feels; even more now than before. And maybe part of the reason why I still love you this much is because I’ve never tried taking a risk. All this time I wonder if perhaps you have loved me too.
  • Thank you for the moral support and for giving me a backbone when it comes to honing my writing skills. We’re complete strangers who became fond of each other over our cyber connection and I will always cherish that. You wrote a story that touched me, replenishing my hunger and because of that, I feel very passionately about you as writer who sees a mentor in a crowned vision.
  • I feel almost feverish just being intimate with you over the web. Things didn’t work out but I never really expected it to go far. I wish you happiness with your career and life and I will never forget what we shared in brevity.
  • I like how you seem to understand the things I hardly do. You’re warm and generous and we shared many interests and preferences all throughout our interactions with our favorite fandoms. You recommended me the perfect cure for crippling bad literature. You enjoy what I write and you always make it a point to mention how wonderful I did with whatever crap I come up with. You appreciate me in the smallest ways and always return my correspondence with eagerness. Thank you.
  • I miss you so much. I actually treat you like family which could flatter you but to me, it feels very detrimental. We’re strangers and the only connection we formed is through the cyber realm. However, I’m convinced that in your own way, you did care about me and my angst. You wrote to me encouraging advices or skeptical sentiments over my random ramblings here in LJ. You seem so mysterious and yet so reassuring. Back in the days, whenever I have nowhere to run to here in real life, I take comfort that I can find you here if I just click and type. I miss what we have but I don’t hope that it will always stay the same. I’m still content that I somehow knew what you are as a person; you’re a real person of character and compassion.
  • I know you don’t approve of my writing style, specifically this fan fiction you accused as Sue-ish. And I respect your opinion back then as I still do now. In addition to that, I look forward to this fic of yours and I guess that’s my end of the acquaintance.
  • I’ve been flattered by many readers who admired me as a fan fiction writer. They were interested to get to know me as I am of them. Many have stayed in touch; many just disappeared which saddens me. And that is why when we instantly clicked while you and I just started chatting, I know I can’t let someone like you go. So yes, my beloved, I decided to expand the next level to our relationship and I hope that through that sacred union, we could have more chances to talk here in LJ. I’m very, very grateful to have you.
  • I don’t hate you. You’re too adorable for that. Upon complimenting you with that statement, please excuse me because I need to throw up a little XD. Come back and serve thy master, little one...or else.
  • You’re wrong. The doughnuts were staring at me last week. I don’t believe you even if you tell me over and over again that they’re not because I know what I saw. Stop trying to mess with me. I. Know. What. I. Saw.

09 Things About Yourself

  • I somehow formed an extreme, obsessive habit of being different since I started to believe that my identity relies solely on the truth or pretense that I’m different. I know I’m special but sometimes I push through that barrier just so I could feel more special than I already am.
  • However, when I do find people who share common interests with me and I felt like there is an undeniable connection, I simply grab the opportunity and hold onto it because I don’t know if I’ll be able to find something real again.
  • I’m quite arrogant when it comes to my talents; most especially my intelligence. I never tried to define myself through academics but more through my artistic whims and peculiarities.
  • I imagine how I’m going to die every week. I picture getting raped, getting shot, getting stabbed, getting hit by a big truck, falling down the stairs and breaking my neck, getting buried alive and this thought process isn’t always productive but it gives me a quiet time to think about how everything else is fleeting.
  • I could play a song forty-five times a day in a week if I love it so much.
  • I touch objects and hold onto them for long periods of time for no apparent reason at all. Be it a book, a magazine, a CD, a pocket watch; once the surface or shape of said object feels right in my fingers, I could spend hours just fondling, looking and grasping on it (even holding onto it while I sleep).
  • I’m only particularly germaphobe-neurotic when it comes to cleaning bathrooms.
  • I’m bisexual...but my orientation is pretty much bullshit because I just go with whoever catches my fancy, regardless of the gender or orientation.
  • I used to enjoy performing in front of people (singing, stage acting) but now I find the sudden need for a reclusive craft (like writing) because I’d like to share myself while hiding in the shadows, behind a mask.

08 Ways To Win Your Heart

  • You can disagree with me because friendly debates are stimulating for the mind. I appreciate a new perspective as well. But I draw the line when I’m being told I’m wrong very rudely and openly with the sole intent of disparaging me.
  • I like cats and I like talking about having a pet in the future and if you talk to me about cats or other cute animals, I’d be tremendously filled with girlish glee.
  • I like having someone to slow dance with but this could only be done if we’re absolutely intimate as friends.
  • If you talk to me about food and how awesome it would be to travel around the world just to sample every finest restaurant then I’ll find that heartwarming.
  • I like people with opinions for themselves and I for one could detect when someone is just going with the crowd or completely apathetic about something important to me. I like people who also defend their views maturely.
  • If you could spend a day with me, watching shows that I select while you provide me good company and thrilling conversations without either of us going to sleep for three days, then you’re my good, good friend!
  • I like sarcasm and will laugh with you if you can work that brand of humor often in the conversation; some sprinkles here and there but nothing too big.
  • Don’t. Ever. Ask. Me. To. Go. Shopping. With. You. I hate walking around big places, watching you as you try on clothes and shoes that you’re not buying in the end. Honestly, I have a vein on my neck that will just pop because I don’t have patience for this sort of thing. I don’t do ‘girlfiriends’ shopping sprees’

07 Things That Cross Your Mind A Lot

  • Can I eat all kinds of food in the world before I die?
  • Why do I seem give to myself to some people who only ripped my heart apart?
  • I can’t wait to die!
  • I can’t wait to get published and be famous in the literary world!
  • Why is my menstrual cycle fucked up these past few months?
  • I’m so damn bored I’m going blind and I smell like shit!” is the song lyric that automatically plays in my head whenever I spend lazy afternoons, just watching DVDs and web surfing.
  • I know I just ate two hours ago...but I want a fucking meal right now.

06 Things You Do Before You Fall Asleep

  • Wash my face then brush my teeth.
  • Comb my hair then clean my ears.
  • Watch just two episodes of whatever DVD is inside the player before finally sleeping for real.
  • And then somehow, it’s already three in the morning and I still can’t doze off.
  • So I listen to music.
  • Then I make out with my pillow, imagining it as any of my current favorite anime characters (complete with a plot, setting, theme of the fantasy).

05 People Who Mean A Lot

  • My brother Francis
  • My parents
  • My best friend Rhodora
  • My boyfriend
  • F-List and my LJ wife, Quinzel

04 Things You're Wearing Right Now

  • My father’s old company sweater
  • My friendship bracelet that I haven’t taken off for two years now
  • Panties
  • Eyeglasses

03 Songs That You Listen To Often

  • This 12-track fanmix I compiled from various YouTube fan-made videos of Vampire Knight and Black Butler
  • Selected anime songs
  • Longview” by Green Day; the one with the ‘I’m so damn bored I’m going blind” sentiment because apparently these days, it’s my theme song.

02 Things You Want To Do Before You Die

  • Get published and be recognized for it
  • I actually prefer dying in my sleep (and to think I spend all the trouble scaring myself shitless when I imagine worst-case scenarios of dying).

01 Confession

  • I don’t want to write fan fiction religiously anymore. I’ll probably never update fics that don’t feel right to me anymore but will probably write new ones and then not finish those. So to be safe, I go for one-shots. Or, once I do like to story and want to stick to that, I’ll try not to force myself to come up with something awesome because I’m too lazy to do that and I hate myself for being such a procrastinating mess!

Current Mood: hothot
Jaclyn: [ Hetalia ] ★☆ Spain/S.Italystormily on January 8th, 2009 09:16 am (UTC)

I totally feel you on the food thing. I love trying different food from around the world~!
Harleigh Maureen Cooper: Lmisaharleycooper on January 8th, 2009 11:58 pm (UTC)
Yes, yes!! I would travel for the sole purpose of eating and sampling out different cuisines!

I have a soft spot for Japanese, Chinese, Jaimaican and Indian cuisines.

And really, you read this all? XD
Jaclyn: [ Kuroshitsuji ] ★☆ Adorable Nephewstormily on January 9th, 2009 06:29 pm (UTC)
I love Japanese and Indian. Indian is my absolute favorite.

I totally did read it all, hahahahaha. :D
Harleigh Maureen Cooper: Can you hear the bells?harleycooper on January 10th, 2009 10:53 am (UTC)
Oh, what particular Indian dish? I don't have particular favorites because I like to eat whatever is served in the specific cuisines. That's how much I advocate gluttony!! XD

Wow, thanks for reading...I hope it didn't exhaust you.
Jaclynstormily on January 10th, 2009 06:52 pm (UTC)
Chicken Tikka Masala is my favorite. :D
Harleigh Maureen Cooper: dance with the devilharleycooper on January 11th, 2009 03:21 am (UTC)
Ooh...I think I've tried that!!

I like anything spicy or sweet. Salty is good too...I have a slight aversion for sour foods...I dunno because when you think about, most Filipino dishes are sour XD
evanescent_ash on January 10th, 2009 11:36 am (UTC)
I mean alot to you? yey ^^

Then I make out with my pillow, imagining it as any of my current favorite anime characters (complete with a plot, setting, theme of the fantasy).

wow 0_0
I never really thought anyone would do that...extreme...but FUN!!! XD Does that mean you've already made out with Sebastian? XD

Harleigh Maureen Cooper: twisted lightmisaharleycooper on January 11th, 2009 07:31 am (UTC)
Re: ....
I do love your Lust icon. or is it Sloth? she's still my favorite villain from all the manga series I've read! :3

Yes, yes, I do! XD I've made out with every bishounen/megane/tsundere/hot butler demon out there with my improvised fantasy pillow!!! XD
evanescent_ash on January 11th, 2009 09:29 am (UTC)
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haha XD it's lust and she is the best villainess in FMA...besides Envy. XD

What about the characters in death note? XD
Harleigh Maureen Cooper: misa playtimeharleycooper on January 11th, 2009 11:29 am (UTC)
Re: ....
i don't think that Death Note has heroes and villains. Light's character is antagonistic but he's the main character.
evanescent_ash on January 13th, 2009 05:24 am (UTC)
Re: ....
No, I mean who are the characters that you've already made out with in Death Note? XDD
Harleigh Maureen Cooper: matt is a cool bastardharleycooper on January 13th, 2009 11:38 am (UTC)
Re: ....
Of course back when I was really hyped over DN, L was on top of my list. A slight Light...but I never really lusted after him. And then there was Teru Mikami.

Even Ryuuk, btw...XD
evanescent_ash on February 13th, 2009 12:08 pm (UTC)
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woo! I love Ryuuk too XDD
Harleigh Maureen Cooper: matsukenharleycooper on February 14th, 2009 08:02 am (UTC)
Re: ....
He's the very reason I started watching Death Note. I saw him in the cover art of the manga in a bookstore and I was just blown away~! I was like, "who's this sexy motherfucka!!" XD
evanescent_ash on February 14th, 2009 11:20 am (UTC)
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Ryuuk is undeniably and irrevocably HOT!!! I can actually imagine you kissing Ryuuk right now, and I tell you, it's a pretty sight XDD
Harleigh Maureen Cooper: Lmisaharleycooper on February 15th, 2009 07:09 am (UTC)
Re: ....
That is one hell of a sick venture, wifey!~ XD